Rumors...somethings a stirring.

UPDATE.......

Scout just text me and they let 8 go today. Thankfully he was not one of them!! Praise to God!

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Scout just came home for lunch. There are rumors of layoffs today at the office. 

Rumors of layoffs.

I hate rumors. I hate rumors of layoffs even more I think.

I keep repeating to my self.."I will trust in You no matter what. I will trust in You no matter what!"

Now we wait till about 4. 

Then they will call those together and while they are in a "meeting" they shut everything down. Computers...blackberry...all of it! With one cllick of a button...bzzzt! Layed-off.

They are really down to a minimum staff at the office. There will be people leaving. We have no way of knowing if Scout is going to be home early today.

We are a one income family.

We have kids with pre-existing conditions!

Scar requires special food..that is more expensive than it's gluten counterparts.

We have bills. Medical bills. Tefra. Utilities. House. Car. Food.

I hate waiting. 

Did you know that patience isn't my strong suit?? 

Well, it isn't.

I will trust that no matter what happens today that God will take care of us and will not leave us! 

I will...really I will. 

But I may need to shed a few tears too.