This is me venting!

Today we had another doctor appointment. It was for Skipper. We were filling out papers to try to get TEFRA for him as well. We have done this 2 other times for the two little boys...but it is so time consuming to do it! The doctor was great. He was all for it and did what he could to convince the medial review team to help us out. (Thank you blog stalker Christie for watching the other 3 boys  for me!!!)

We have had a couple weeks of new "problems" or what ever you want to call it thrown at us.  And really I do not know how I feel about most of it-yet. I do not want to seem like a cry baby, because I know there are TONS of families that have way more things going on than we do. But this is my life and it is all that I know. 

I am so tired of having a specialist for each of my kids. We never go to Little Rock with out working in a trip to Arkansas Children's. We have great doctor's do not get me wrong. I just think it is odd that we have to have them. We have been given  more things to add to our 'list.' A few with Skipper and 2 with Skeeter. I hate that I can not fix things for them. I wish I could wave my fairy wand and make everything better...for all 4 of them.

I want to stand and yell...this is not fair. Enough Already!!! I want a do-over!! But that is not going to happen in this lifetime. I know that none of this stuff changes who God is or who we/I am in Him. I know that he never promised an easy path. So for now I take a deep breath-and keep my eyes on the prize. And try to help my kids do the same.